I’m in too deep addicted to the things that always inflict me my friends are vilified it’s within me and when I hide I try to numb the pain can’t end the rain

No no no

And when I lie with both eyes open I fantasize about sleep I fantasize about sleep yeah

And in my mind I can’t be broken but end up rolled in a heap and fantasize about sleep yeah

(Vocalization)

Oh no did the cycle again

Was it nice to pretend

Was I right to defend

This

Oh no it’s that cycle again

Don’t know how it began

I have not reached the end



Eating oats like a horse take a coffee with oat milk I go to forest oh wait it’s a fort I’m playing a game and I shuffle the shame look for something to blame from stuck in a gutter to buckling up and puckering up and I still give a fuck and I’m manic as shit when I swallow the potion I panic and quit but I drown in the ocean the pandemonium in the eclipse of the high out of the zone of the gift

Take a moment to own it I don’t ever miss



A couple pairs of pliers in my pockets one for each bolt on my neck I’m a zombie walking

If you see me talking it’s only the spirit of god

I’m done shocking got a lightning rod

Grounded as the fog float above the ground sounding like a frog feeling odd

Pots and pans to minilogue

I’ll kill you all



My hands are tied I could have died it’s all or nothing

The place my mind resides I might have fried and added stuffing

Oven mitt on although my hand’s already gone

Place the cesium 137 in my phantom palm

Fans ferns and palms rejoice that’s a choice

I read an article plants have an ultrasonic voice can they see our babies

Anymore unhinged and I’d lose my gravy 54 wins and a couple hundred maybes

Feeling cagey on the fails lately sucking on a vape and looking shady here’s the deal hate me

I’m like satan with rabies



I’m like satan with rabies



Hate me



And when the sun shines on me I get real tired I’m a vampire yeah



I feel a longing for something higher I’ll walk the wire yeah



Above the canyon

Reckless abandon

Triple cannon

Kickback kickback lose balance



Simple times call for simpler mechanics

Simps are like sims I control them sip the chalice

Fist full of silt watch it fall and tip the balance

Calling off the cavalry they just can’t hack it



And I just can’t stand it

Making up reality and fucking up the planet

Living on depravity and running into granite

Our beliefs are slanted in the direction we have been granted

Pool the leaves for inspection I need a little reflection

My inflection is the reason I’m able to do deflection

I accept the invitation of being your new obsession

Under the water can’t see the reflection direct your attention

To heck with a mention and fuck depression

Sitting on my ass I’m never active in this dimension but all my apprehension will never destroy the tension in the lines of my ascension

I am an actor and I weaponize attention



And when I lie with both eyes open, I fantasize about sleep, I fantasize about sleep